God

Another disappointment

Or is it a blessing?

It’s hard to tell sometimes because fuck it’s depressing

I trust in God

I really do

I’m trying at least

To surrender, to be true

To myself and the omnipresent power that brought me to life

I know there’s a plan and I know that it’s always “right”

But how do I fully let go?

Trust and just Be

When the world around me

Is always spinning faster and faster

Rarely giving me a minute to catch it

Catch my thoughts and my feeling and mesh them together

To understand my true meaning, to be my own master

Of my life

But isn’t that too much pressure? I feel like that’s where I get twisted

Like who put me in charge? Did I miss it?

But that’s when it comes back around

That trust in God is the only profound

Way to move through with ease and peace

So here we go again

I trust you

Signed, me